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Emo?

Today I decided to update my blog.
Today, I decided to write something to remind myself.
I am scared I will forget, everything
I am scared I will mix what’s real and what’s not up.
I am afraid I cannot differentiate between what’s right and wrong anymore, or worst,
What I really feel because I think I’m slowly forgetting how it feels like to feel, real.

Just because there are no expectations does not mean there’s no stress.
It’s even worst to know they’ve already let you go, totally forgetting your existence.

We’re really close.
People asked me “Would you ever like him?”
Once my friend asked me if I was thinking about you and I said no, but I was.
I hope you were thinking about me, too.

I know I seem a bit hypocritical right now, but you don’t understand,
I’m so happy with you, and I want to spend my time with you.
Sometimes I don’t even realize it, but I’m sorry, I don’t mean it that way.
I just can’t help it.

I don’t hate you.
I still love you, no matter what like I promised.
I would never hate you.
I could never hate you.

Deb Deb ~

Everything will be okay :)

Hello hello,

I have been neglected my blog for a few days.

Hmmm,

Maybe this month should be a tough month for me ><

As I have been gone through so many things~

Especially my love, it's so difficult to express my feeling sometimes.

For those who're playing plurk, they'll know how did I suffering.

And I play plurk more than blog, so if wanna know more about me, you guys can add me at plurk. Lol

However, at last I've made my decision.

I really wish I had made a right decision and please don't let me hurt or dismay anymore.

Gloomy days had taken part of my life,

Sometimes its so tough enough for me to go through,

But i still need to be more strong to build up my confident to move forward,

I should think wisely :)

So that it won't turns up an tragedy to either both of you ~

Recently, I was always wondering that why are some peoples like don't need to face the problems in their life?

Parents support and understand them all the time, their connection looks so good!

Whatever they want or wish, they will get it ~

Everything seems so perfect!

I know, it might be just what I saw and felt.

Well,

I am clear that what should I do now.

Depress, upset, all sort of feelings i had.

I had cried in the middle of the night, and the day after my eyes were swelled like so ugly.><

I'm just express my feelings over here.

Whatever, it's already over!

And now, I'm still the little happy one :)

Cheers debbie ~

My Kind Of Guy

:p

If you are a guy- post this as my kind of girl.

If you are a girl- post this as my kind of guy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Well, I do :) cause i love handsome guy.

2. Smart?

Its okay. Just don't be stupid.

3. Preferred age?

Same age or older than me. But not older than me 5 years ~

4.Preferred height?

Taller than me.

5. How about sense of humor?

Sure, I like it.

6. How about piercings?

Yeah, that's cool :)

7. Accepts you for who you are?

Of course.

8. Pink hair?

No way.

9. Mushy or no?

No.

10. Thin or fat?

Hmmm. As long as he loves me and suits me.

11. Black,Brown or White ( Skin colour)?

Not too black ~

12. Long hair or short hair?

Short hair.

13. Plastic or metal?

Huh huh huh?

14. Smells good?

Yes of course.

15. Smoker?

Hardly just acceptable. If can please don't ever smoke.

16. Drinker?

For sometimes maybe?

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

I don't get what it means?

18. Muscular?

No.

19. Plays piano?

Yes. If can :) Cause I love playing piano too.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

Yes, if can :)

21. Plays violin?

Yes, if can :)

22. Sings very good?

Definitely. hehe

23. Vain?

I don't know.

24. With glasses?

No.

25. With braces?

Yes. likes protecting me :)

26. Shy type?

Sometimes. Act cute :)

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

Good boy.

28. Active or passive?

Both.

29. Tight or bomb?

What is that? ==

30. Singer or dancer?

Both can i? =p

31. Stunner?

No.

32. Hiphop?

Not really.

33. Earrings?

Okay. That is cool.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

Yea.if he changed.

35. Dimples?

Yes.

36. Bookworm?

Not really.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

Yes for sometimes ?

38. Playful?

Sometimes

39. Flirt?

No please.

40. Poem writer?

No.

41. Serious?

Indeed.

42. Campus crush?

No i guess.

43. Painter?

No.

44. Religious?

Hope can same with me. But its hard :(

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

Depends on how he teases.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

Yes, or no?

47. Speaks 20 languages?

Haha. too exaggerate.

48. Loyal or faithful?

Both of course.

49. Good kisser?

Yes :)

50. Loves children?

Of course.And love me too =)

Just for fun.

Stay love~

Deb Deb

Sick

.........

Arghhhh.

I am sick seriously.

Its getting serious day by day and its killing me!

Sob. sob.sob. ><

Cough + vomit + fever, all come together. Vomit more than 10 times above. Help me ~

Then i also rest for few days , cant even concentrate on my studies.

Cough non-stop and my sound are like the duckling. lol Weird

I pray that i can recover as soon as possible. I hate that feeling.

May God bless me :(

Ignore me

Just ignore me :(

I feel like screaming now.

I am frustrated and depressed. Dont know why?

Thinking about what they have done to me is plain torture.

No matter how good is my ignoring skill.

Ignoring is just like running away from it.

At the end of the way, I still have to face it head on.

And, I feel that I've lost.

This game is too much for me to handle.

It's starting to break me apart.

Appearing the be happy and smile seems to be a good disguise now.

I wonder how long can the mask last until it finally breaks into pieces.

This game is getting a little bit too much to handle.

Really speechless. and dont know what to do.

Why this incident happens again?

It really makes me so confusing.

I dont wish to hurt both of you. ><

Sometimes,

We need to learn how to let go.

Although it hurts :'(

I can say, love is blind.

There's no certain way to treat a girl, but there is a universal way.

If wanna treat me good,

Please learn to understand me and guide me indirectly that i do not find it offending.

Dont ever break my heart more than once.

Its limited ~~

Deb Deb ._.

Love In Disguise ♥

Its Me. Am wearing pyjamas ~ shy****

Wow.wow

I have been stop blogging since the beginning of August till now.

I went to watch Love In Disguise after class.

For me, its just so awesome, fantastic, lovely & wonderful.

In fan's eyes, Leehom possesses both talent and good looks. Yawksss***

Aside from composing and singing his own songs, he recently scripted and directed his first film, Love In Disguise<恋爱通告>. The surprising aspect was that Crystal Liu Yifei's role was also custom tailored for her.

As a superstar, Leehom's character in Love In Disguise does not have his own private life. In the film's final scene, he shared a kiss with Crystal's character, while the paparazzi immediately start snapping photos of the couple. Leehom whispered to Crystal, "Since I am a celebrity, just let them take photos!" and continued kissing her in the end.

So sweet :) I love it.

My Leehom, a critically acclaimed Mandapop musician, has been exploring a protean career also as an actor and filmmaker.

Wheeee, you're always the best in my heart XD

Finally,

Love In Disguise ♥

Starring Leehom, Crystal Liu, and Joan Chen~

Support Support.

A MUST watch movie!!!

Stay Love~~

True

I wish i could find something better in you and i can learnt absolutely everything about you.

Please teach me how to be the best girl you will ever have.

Because I am willing to take all the risk, priorities, the love, and effort to make us go through together to know the real feeling of love.

Nothing is easy, we just have to try harder to take us to another good level~

And i promise you,

I will walk with you through every obstacles and painfulness whenever we have emotional breakdowns.

Just help me, help you.

Help me make our love stronger.

I really dont want to be in the same situation of tearing.

I want us to be different than others. I want us to stay in our circle and never look for others. Can we?

Hmmmm

You'll be the one i'll cherish and love.

You'll be the one i'll carry in my heart every second of my life.

You'll be the one i'll brighten up your day whenever you're in a rough situation.

You'll be the one i'll miss and think about everyday without stopping.

You'll be the one i'll never forget cause you're the best person i ever met than any of the guys out there. LOL sounds sweet***

You'll be the one i'll take good care of any promise you, i'll be extraordinary.

Hahaha

I have so many things to say to you. TOO MANY actually.

Most importantly, you can never fail me and and never rejected my heart.

You're so precious that i could never had the initiative lose you.

I am just afraid i'll be the job and everything's just a game.

Well, I hope you're the right one cause you make me believe in love again.

But sometimes, you're just hard on me and i dont know why.

That's the problem why i'm suffering from sleepless nights these days.

When love comes around, it will be the pain that ends with it.

From the words of my heart, I wanna say,

I miss you pigx ♥

Stay love~ Deb Deb

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