A date with Ah Sheh ♥

With Ah Sheh's signature <3

I feel happy today as finally Ah Sheh came to penang.

Went to gurney to meet Ah Sheh with my sister.

The event was started at 5-7pm

Yet we started to wait from 3.30pm

Can you imagine how crowded was there? By the way, we stood at the second line. So we were satisfied ~

The Stage.

To be observed her expression.

cuteeeee

Promoting Skinz Infinite products

Pretty enough!

This was taken by my sis ~

With my sister's friend & her sister

With Ah Sheh's fans

A lof photos already posted in facebook.

Do have a look in my facebook if you are interested :)

All of us were so happy ~

My sis & I tear dropped when Ah Sheh appeared in front of us.

She's tooooo pretty, gorgeous & friendly.

I talked to her too.

Unforgettable day <3

Hoping that she will be coming to penang on the next time.

Deb Deb ~

Do you know how it feels sometimes

This is just so random! Deb Deb

I know how everyone would tell me that everything will be okay and everything will be gradually get better.

And I am thankful for that. :)

But sometimes, I just wish for it to be okay and for it to be okay right here, right now.

I just want to feel better right this moment.

Sometimes things may not always turn out the way you assume.

Do you always feel upset when you don't get what expected in a relationship?

I always do, thou I do understand that nobody is perfect.

I am just too well-protected. Life is difficult ~

I am sorry my dear,

I am sorry that we can't meet that often.

You know,

Family's guidance. WHATEVER~

I wanna say thank you to you for waiting me for such long time.

I know you're kinda getting in a tough time also, what we need to do now is, Be patient!!!

Thanks God for letting me to meet you. I love you because of who you are :)

Deb Deb ~

There's a story behind everything

'And I'm either feeling hurt or dishing out to someone else and making them as miserable as the hurt I'm constantly feeling inside.'

Asked you several times yet you still giving me the same answer ==

Why don't you straight forward to me? I cannot believe what did you said. Really ~

I know I'm in pain still, but I can't hide from the world forever.

Am I right?

So take a deep breath, and be happy :) SMILE deb deb, you can do it!!!

If something bad happens to us someday, it'll never change what we have now, what we've always had,because you were right.

Love is real and we have to do everything to keep it alive.

Whenever life takes us, I want it to be with you~

And when you go to bed,

and he's all you can think about,

you know you're falling in love.

Well,

I am kinda sick of this layout already.

Any idea or suggestion? :)

Deb Deb ~

Negativity

Baby, I'm down down down ><

This blog is not entertaining at all. This place is more like an outlet for me to release my anger/depression/whatever shit emotions that I am having ~

LOL

I am tired, depressed, freaked out & upset.

I wonder that I have so many negative emotions in me now!

Cried a lot :'(

Not about the exams but others.

Somebody will know what am i mentioning actually~

Why why why?

Why you treat me as this?

Why you like to gossip?

Why you can't just keep quiet & do your own thing?

That's none of your business okay!!!

Seriously, I am afraid of you, but still need to face to you.

I won't tell you anything, any secret anymore~ you're horrible, you're scary!

Don't you feel guilty?

You really make me speechless~

I won't talk much with you unless you talk with me or i've something to ask you~

What kind of this friend? I know,this is so called FRIENDS!

I should be more cruel, sick of it.

Sorry, if i hurt you or what~ishhhh

Because of this,

Family didnt support me, except my sis~

If they understand me, life will be so much easier!

If they support me, I won't be sad!

If they care me, they will truly understand what i needed!

I really hope that nothing had happened! But it already happened ><

Cheer up deb deb ~ hoping one day family can support me & let me freedom ~

Feel like wanna go to beach right now.

I absolutely love beaches!

Its the only place where I would really let my guard down and let my mind be a peace.

Deb Deb~

Aloha

Deb , with her glasses :D

A blogger is not counted as a blogger if he/she only writes things that flatter others.
A blogger shares his/her point of views, opinions to the readers.There's either true nor false for one's opinion.

So I am here again, " blogging" after 234566543245 times abondoning this dingy little thing called debbieloo.blogspot.com :)

I'm still keeping this blog because one day when I'm old and wrinkly I would looooooove to see what I'd been up to ~
Yea, thats why it is still here despite the fact that it is all dusty and rusty already ~

Deb Deb~

Updated

Emo?

Today I decided to update my blog.
Today, I decided to write something to remind myself.
I am scared I will forget, everything
I am scared I will mix what’s real and what’s not up.
I am afraid I cannot differentiate between what’s right and wrong anymore, or worst,
What I really feel because I think I’m slowly forgetting how it feels like to feel, real.

Just because there are no expectations does not mean there’s no stress.
It’s even worst to know they’ve already let you go, totally forgetting your existence.

We’re really close.
People asked me “Would you ever like him?”
Once my friend asked me if I was thinking about you and I said no, but I was.
I hope you were thinking about me, too.

I know I seem a bit hypocritical right now, but you don’t understand,
I’m so happy with you, and I want to spend my time with you.
Sometimes I don’t even realize it, but I’m sorry, I don’t mean it that way.
I just can’t help it.

I don’t hate you.
I still love you, no matter what like I promised.
I would never hate you.
I could never hate you.

Deb Deb ~